Lock Down - WFH - No Work

So, it all started in March. I was happy to visit my family (especially mom) in Ballia and came back to join my work in Delhi. I had brought new clothes (formal shirts to be more specific) and was excited to wear them to the work. I reached Delhi early in the morning, dressed up (wore my new shirt) and went to work. I was talking to a friend about how his company had given him WFH and mine didn't. 

Surprisingly, when I reached office I got to know that even we will be working from home for a week. I was very excited about it. We started doing it. It looked exciting at first, but I started disliking it, as I noticed it's difficult to focus at one thing. I had to cook too, i spent more time on the computer and virtual meetings and it all was affecting my mental health. These companies really make you work like a slave and mine really monitored if we were actually working for eight hours or not. 

It all lasted for almost two months and now my company has finally told me to go on leave without pay from June onward. 

IT SUCKS!!!

The thought of losing your job really sucks, especially when you know that it's all you have, a job!!!

You're the only person in your family who has this, a job!!!

I am not very optimistic kind of person, with time I've become more realistic and I'm wondering what am I going to do now? 

This thought has brought me here, to BLOGGERS.COM 

How do i feel about it? About what, meeting my mom, buying new clothes, lock down, quarantine, WFM or losing my job?

Guess what,  I'M MEETING MY MOM AGAIN IN LESS THAN A MONTH.